What is next?

These past few days I have been stressed about this upcoming school year. I am stressed because I can't decide on something. I prayed and asked for direction, but my father soon told me that sometimes the Lord wants us to choose our own decisions. It is our life to live, and sometimes we need to decide for ourselves. In the picture I took below, the beginning is focused but the middle and end is unfocused. honestly I don't know what I should do, but we can't all see our future. Sometimes we just need to pay attention to NOW, not later.